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Ripping skin of nail by nail
Bleeding gums from the roots
Teeth pulled out from eye to eye
And the dead skin falls from each finger
Sculpt me
Cut me
Break me down
Sculpt me
Create me
Break me down
Break me down
Break me down
Break me down to my base components
Bleeding cheek to cheek
From the corners of your lips
Like a mask made out of human skin
Chewing into the tongue
Chewing into the numb
Chewing into the tongue
Chewing into my fucking tongue
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Wake up
Get out
Wake up
Get out
Wake up
This house is burning down
Wake up
Get out
Wake up
Get out
Break away through the door when it hits the ground
You kept me leashed up like a dog
I keep trying to run away
I keep trying to find a place
You follow me everywhere
Like a shadow I can’t escape
Get away from me
Don’t say my name
Don’t give me your problems
I’m not afraid
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The lights are all flashing
As the air becomes thin
Walls closing in from all sides
I see what’s left
Of the self that I’ve spent
A husk that’s been bled dry
The skin that lingers all on the floor
Of what once held a soul inside
There’s something that’s dragging me
Pulling me down
There’s nowhere to run or hide
She’s the life of the party
The belle of the ball
Hanging out with the girls
With her head against the wall
The energy
It’s intoxicating
The smell of sweat and liquor
So fascinating
This rush feels so familiar
Do you remember me then
Do you remember me now
Do you remember me then
Do you remember me now
I couldn’t forget you
I can’t forget what I’m trying to leave behind
Put you back to the darkest corners of my mind
There’s beauty in the air
There’s venom in my blood
Shards of glass and mirror
Scattered all over my rug
Yeah I’m hanging with the dolls
But they don’t want to be with me
So I just bite on my lip
And I grit my teeth
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trust://fall
03:05
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This feeling overtakes me
There’s something familiar
The body changing ever slightly
My soul reborn in this new flesh
The broken pieces of my past
They are behind me
No need to hide
Behind this mask
Do you feel like someone else sometimes
This itch that you can never scratch
Can you believe how long 2 years really is?
Feeling alive for the first time in a quarter of a century (Feeling alive for the first time)
So many things uncertain
But sometimes all you need to do is take a leap of faith (So take a leap of faith)
The sacrifices you’ve made
They’re worth it
All the lies you’ve lived
Can’t hurt you
The people who have left
Don’t deserve you
Feeling alive for the first time
It’s what's worth it in the end
So take that leap of faith
Don’t look back until the end
Don't look back until the end
All the time taken away
You can always try again
Feeling alive for the first time
It’s what's worth it in the end
So take that leap of faith
Don’t look back until the end
Feeling alive for the first time (Until the end)
It’s what's worth it in the end (Until the end)
So take that leap of faith (Until the end)
Don’t look back until the end (Until the end)
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Fighting against the ebb and flow of time
Like a rag doll in a hurricane
I am the master of this domain
And I feel at home (I feel at home)
Chaos to the ears of outsiders
Warmth that I feel in my soul
The desert of this land in which I reside (Reside)
I am the lion and you are the goats
All your posturing won’t help you now
Get out of the way if you want to fight motherfucker
All I am and always will be
Is a level better than you
Your words designed to depress and excite me
Well I got words for you too
A sleepless night
In which I observe
The awful distressing
Visions of the end
Get under my skin
More than your words
I am stronger than you’d ever wish to be
I’m gonna get my knife
And you’re gonna sit right there
And I’m gonna make you smile
And you’re gonna fucking take it
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You're an anticapitalist
When you're inconvenienced
But when you stand to benefit
You've nothing bad to say
You care about my feelings
Until they're different than yours
Then I'm supposed to coddle you
And tell you you're so valid
You say you just want to be comfortable
Yeah, you just want to be comfortable
I better close my mouth and settle down
Wouldn't wanna make you uncomfortable
I'd try to be myself
But you don't like that, do you?
I'm not femme enough,
Not meek enough,
Don't like the right kind of songs
My brain doesn't work like yours
And you don't like that, do you?
Judging by the screaming,
The insults,
The crying,
It certainly seems to be so
You say you just want to be comfortable
Yeah, you just want to be comfortable
I better close my mouth and settle down
Wouldn't wanna make you uncomfortable
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7. |
Tweet This!
02:00
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Everyone can see me
But I feel so invisible
Virtual captivity
The light hits my face
And I’m flailing
Death surrounds my every move
They watch but they never say anything
I can’t hear you
I can't hear you
I can't hear you
I can't hear you
No moment of peace
The evil surrounds me
Virtual captivity
The light hits my face
And I’m flailing
You’re in my head
I’m on your screen
You watch me do everything
You’re in my head
I’m on your screen
You watch me do everything
I feel you drain a part of me
Biting down at the nape of my neck
Bleed all my energy away
'Cause I know your eyes on my back
You’re in my head
I’m on your screen
You watch me do everything
You’re in my head
I’m on your screen
You watch me do everything
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8. |
Broken Rib
01:11
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I remember the day that you left
I remember the day that I saw you last
Broken eyes seeping to the back of your skull
There was no sign so much time had passed
An hourglass empty over your head
The clock was ticking since
We had last met
I hope you’re better now wherever you went
Death comes quick
For the ones we forget
Time had taken its toll on you
Drugs had withered you down
The last time we ever spoke I couldn’t focus because the words wouldn’t hit you in the way I wanted
It was two years passed since I saw your face
The plague and separation and isolation made you fade away
I feel so guilty for all the lost moments
I miss you.
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Was it my fault
Was I too greedy
I didn’t realize I was asking for too much
I'm so terrified
Of how this is gonna feel down the line
Petrified
Fuck my feelings
Set my head on fire
I wear my thoughts on my sleeve
This hurts so much
And I don’t know why
Working through the emotions I don’t know how to hide
Scared inside
I don’t wanna be weird
I feel so empty
You’re always on my mind
let sadness die
Crush me up if you want
But you won’t ever see me cry
I’ll be standing on my own legs by my own side
Try to push me down
But you won’t ever make my spirit die
I’ll be right back on my own legs and I’ll haunt you at night
You won’t see me cry
I won’t let you die
I won’t let it die
You won’t see me cry
I won’t let this die
Crush me up if you want
But you won’t ever see me cry (You won't see me cry)
I’ll be standing on my own legs by my own side (Just let sadness die)
Try to push me down
But you won’t ever make my spirit die
I’ll be right back on my own legs and I’ll haunt you at night (Just let sadness die)
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Sick of the reflection
The ruthless obsession
The burning sensation
Of a dying land
The end is arriving
We’ve all tried surviving
But time is a bastard
And Death is a cop
Hold back the tears
Hold back the tears
Hold back the tears
the world ends with us
Hold back the tears
Hold back the tears
Time is a bastard
This prison’s a clock
Oh
My god
Turn the lights off
Pray to your government
Oh
My god
Turn the lights off
Pray to your government
The head is a fraud
The head is a fraud
Sever the bastard
And the roots are undone
The head is a fraud
The head is a fraud
Sever the bastard
And the roots are undone
The earth on fire
And your hands turn to dust
Time is a bastard
There’s nowhere to run
Oh
My god
Turn the lights off
Pray to your government
Oh
My god
Turn the lights off
Pray to your government
The head is a fraud
The head is a fraud
Sever the bastard
And the roots are undone
The earth on fire
And your hands turn to dust
Time is a bastard
There’s nowhere to run
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11. |
Central Dogma
01:54
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The early morning skyline
Something on the horizon
A creature that I never thought I would ever see in my lifetime
A heavenly body here to reclaim what we stole
My fathers eyes burned into my mind
The voices below my feet screaming
Save us please
Don’t leave us behind
My friends are dying
I can’t do what they all thought that I can
Pattern blue
Pattern blue
It’s out of my control
The screen flashes twice
The angel draws closer
Another fight for my life
Unsure what of comes next
I don't know if I'll be dead
The fighting begins
The earth starts to shake
I can't remember when the world was not at stake
And my stomach is knots
At the thought of the end
I just want things to be normal
To feel safe again
I must not run away
I must not run away
I must not run away
I must not run away
Pattern Blue
Pattern Blue
God's in his heaven
Pattern Blue
All's right with the world
Pattern Blue
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Losing all
My fucking life
All for you
Going round in circles
A never ending need for some fucking approval
Walking around like you own the place
No one ever asks you a goddamn thing
Yeah, that doesn't really count
It's never good enough
Just accept what you get
I'm too tired with this, please
Just gimme something
Feeling like I don't belong here
Leave, objections unsaid
Smile and hide that regret
I just wanna be by myself
Why can't I say this,
I want to bear my soul, be myself, not prove it
Reinforcing my own fears
This wouldn't be a problem for my peers
Hopeless?
The surface never seemed to convey the issue
Redress,
No reason for the pain to be yours to start with
Resolve,
Formed anew, time to fuck this shit up
I won't (I won’t)
Take it
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Every day I’ve been walking on a tightrope
Calculating steps to avoid the fall
There’s no way to tell when it all comes crashing down
The strings that bind the body and the mind
Tear thinner and thinner and thinner
Death isn’t an answer but the end to justify the means
It follows me like around like an imp on my shoulder
These are the words of a survivor trying to live past my expiration date
2013 and memories of admiration
A pledge to join the 27 club
But I’ll keep moving
There’s nothing that can stop me
She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds
She's battered but she isn’t dead yet
You can’t kill me motherfucker
So tell me what’s next
The only way you can put this bitch down
Is to wrap your hands around my neck
Try to touch me and I’ll drag you down
The only way you can put this dog to sleep
Is to wrap you hands around my neck
Mirrors mocking me made real and here to stay
The day to day is tiring I got to play
The role of a human being with a soul
When my face takes everything that feels real away
As I cling to the side of the ship of life
Left off the raft 'til last
Guess i can let it slide
If I didn't know better I'd guess i was already dead
Reflections all in stitches
Screaming out from inside my head
She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds (Inside my head)
She's battered but she isn't dead yet
You can't kill me motherfucker, so tell me what's next
I am alive
I am alive
She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds
She's battered but she isn't dead yet
You can't kill me, so tell me what's next
She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds
She's battered but she isn't dead yet
You can't kill me, so tell me what's next
The only way you can put me down
Is to wrap your hands around my neck
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