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D1G1T4L_DR1FT

by Thotcrime

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1.
Ripping skin of nail by nail Bleeding gums from the roots Teeth pulled out from eye to eye And the dead skin falls from each finger Sculpt me Cut me Break me down Sculpt me Create me Break me down Break me down Break me down Break me down to my base components Bleeding cheek to cheek From the corners of your lips Like a mask made out of human skin Chewing into the tongue Chewing into the numb Chewing into the tongue Chewing into my fucking tongue
2.
Wake up Get out Wake up Get out Wake up This house is burning down Wake up Get out Wake up Get out Break away through the door when it hits the ground You kept me leashed up like a dog I keep trying to run away I keep trying to find a place You follow me everywhere Like a shadow I can’t escape Get away from me Don’t say my name Don’t give me your problems I’m not afraid
3.
The lights are all flashing As the air becomes thin Walls closing in from all sides I see what’s left Of the self that I’ve spent A husk that’s been bled dry The skin that lingers all on the floor Of what once held a soul inside There’s something that’s dragging me Pulling me down There’s nowhere to run or hide She’s the life of the party The belle of the ball Hanging out with the girls With her head against the wall The energy It’s intoxicating The smell of sweat and liquor So fascinating This rush feels so familiar Do you remember me then Do you remember me now Do you remember me then Do you remember me now I couldn’t forget you I can’t forget what I’m trying to leave behind Put you back to the darkest corners of my mind There’s beauty in the air There’s venom in my blood Shards of glass and mirror Scattered all over my rug Yeah I’m hanging with the dolls But they don’t want to be with me So I just bite on my lip And I grit my teeth
4.
trust://fall 03:05
This feeling overtakes me There’s something familiar The body changing ever slightly My soul reborn in this new flesh The broken pieces of my past They are behind me No need to hide Behind this mask Do you feel like someone else sometimes This itch that you can never scratch Can you believe how long 2 years really is? Feeling alive for the first time in a quarter of a century (Feeling alive for the first time) So many things uncertain But sometimes all you need to do is take a leap of faith (So take a leap of faith) The sacrifices you’ve made They’re worth it All the lies you’ve lived Can’t hurt you The people who have left Don’t deserve you Feeling alive for the first time It’s what's worth it in the end So take that leap of faith Don’t look back until the end Don't look back until the end All the time taken away You can always try again Feeling alive for the first time It’s what's worth it in the end So take that leap of faith Don’t look back until the end Feeling alive for the first time (Until the end) It’s what's worth it in the end (Until the end) So take that leap of faith (Until the end) Don’t look back until the end (Until the end)
5.
Fighting against the ebb and flow of time Like a rag doll in a hurricane I am the master of this domain And I feel at home (I feel at home) Chaos to the ears of outsiders Warmth that I feel in my soul The desert of this land in which I reside (Reside) I am the lion and you are the goats All your posturing won’t help you now Get out of the way if you want to fight motherfucker All I am and always will be Is a level better than you Your words designed to depress and excite me Well I got words for you too A sleepless night In which I observe The awful distressing Visions of the end Get under my skin More than your words I am stronger than you’d ever wish to be I’m gonna get my knife And you’re gonna sit right there And I’m gonna make you smile And you’re gonna fucking take it
6.
You're an anticapitalist When you're inconvenienced But when you stand to benefit You've nothing bad to say You care about my feelings Until they're different than yours Then I'm supposed to coddle you And tell you you're so valid You say you just want to be comfortable Yeah, you just want to be comfortable I better close my mouth and settle down Wouldn't wanna make you uncomfortable I'd try to be myself But you don't like that, do you? I'm not femme enough, Not meek enough, Don't like the right kind of songs My brain doesn't work like yours And you don't like that, do you? Judging by the screaming, The insults, The crying, It certainly seems to be so You say you just want to be comfortable Yeah, you just want to be comfortable I better close my mouth and settle down Wouldn't wanna make you uncomfortable
7.
Tweet This! 02:00
Everyone can see me But I feel so invisible Virtual captivity The light hits my face And I’m flailing Death surrounds my every move They watch but they never say anything I can’t hear you I can't hear you I can't hear you I can't hear you No moment of peace The evil surrounds me Virtual captivity The light hits my face And I’m flailing You’re in my head I’m on your screen You watch me do everything You’re in my head I’m on your screen You watch me do everything I feel you drain a part of me Biting down at the nape of my neck Bleed all my energy away 'Cause I know your eyes on my back You’re in my head I’m on your screen You watch me do everything You’re in my head I’m on your screen You watch me do everything
8.
Broken Rib 01:11
I remember the day that you left I remember the day that I saw you last Broken eyes seeping to the back of your skull There was no sign so much time had passed An hourglass empty over your head The clock was ticking since We had last met I hope you’re better now wherever you went Death comes quick For the ones we forget Time had taken its toll on you Drugs had withered you down The last time we ever spoke I couldn’t focus because the words wouldn’t hit you in the way I wanted It was two years passed since I saw your face The plague and separation and isolation made you fade away I feel so guilty for all the lost moments I miss you.
9.
Was it my fault Was I too greedy I didn’t realize I was asking for too much I'm so terrified Of how this is gonna feel down the line Petrified Fuck my feelings Set my head on fire I wear my thoughts on my sleeve This hurts so much And I don’t know why Working through the emotions I don’t know how to hide Scared inside I don’t wanna be weird I feel so empty You’re always on my mind let sadness die Crush me up if you want But you won’t ever see me cry I’ll be standing on my own legs by my own side Try to push me down But you won’t ever make my spirit die I’ll be right back on my own legs and I’ll haunt you at night You won’t see me cry I won’t let you die I won’t let it die You won’t see me cry I won’t let this die Crush me up if you want But you won’t ever see me cry (You won't see me cry) I’ll be standing on my own legs by my own side (Just let sadness die) Try to push me down But you won’t ever make my spirit die I’ll be right back on my own legs and I’ll haunt you at night (Just let sadness die)
10.
Sick of the reflection The ruthless obsession The burning sensation Of a dying land The end is arriving We’ve all tried surviving But time is a bastard And Death is a cop Hold back the tears Hold back the tears Hold back the tears the world ends with us Hold back the tears Hold back the tears Time is a bastard This prison’s a clock Oh My god Turn the lights off Pray to your government Oh My god Turn the lights off Pray to your government The head is a fraud The head is a fraud Sever the bastard And the roots are undone The head is a fraud The head is a fraud Sever the bastard And the roots are undone The earth on fire And your hands turn to dust Time is a bastard There’s nowhere to run Oh My god Turn the lights off Pray to your government Oh My god Turn the lights off Pray to your government The head is a fraud The head is a fraud Sever the bastard And the roots are undone The earth on fire And your hands turn to dust Time is a bastard There’s nowhere to run
11.
The early morning skyline Something on the horizon A creature that I never thought I would ever see in my lifetime A heavenly body here to reclaim what we stole My fathers eyes burned into my mind The voices below my feet screaming Save us please Don’t leave us behind My friends are dying I can’t do what they all thought that I can Pattern blue Pattern blue It’s out of my control The screen flashes twice The angel draws closer Another fight for my life Unsure what of comes next I don't know if I'll be dead The fighting begins The earth starts to shake I can't remember when the world was not at stake And my stomach is knots At the thought of the end I just want things to be normal To feel safe again I must not run away I must not run away I must not run away I must not run away Pattern Blue Pattern Blue God's in his heaven Pattern Blue All's right with the world Pattern Blue
12.
Losing all My fucking life All for you Going round in circles A never ending need for some fucking approval Walking around like you own the place No one ever asks you a goddamn thing Yeah, that doesn't really count It's never good enough Just accept what you get I'm too tired with this, please Just gimme something Feeling like I don't belong here Leave, objections unsaid Smile and hide that regret I just wanna be by myself Why can't I say this, I want to bear my soul, be myself, not prove it Reinforcing my own fears This wouldn't be a problem for my peers Hopeless? The surface never seemed to convey the issue Redress, No reason for the pain to be yours to start with Resolve, Formed anew, time to fuck this shit up I won't (I won’t) Take it
13.
Every day I’ve been walking on a tightrope Calculating steps to avoid the fall There’s no way to tell when it all comes crashing down The strings that bind the body and the mind Tear thinner and thinner and thinner Death isn’t an answer but the end to justify the means It follows me like around like an imp on my shoulder These are the words of a survivor trying to live past my expiration date 2013 and memories of admiration A pledge to join the 27 club But I’ll keep moving There’s nothing that can stop me She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds She's battered but she isn’t dead yet You can’t kill me motherfucker So tell me what’s next The only way you can put this bitch down Is to wrap your hands around my neck Try to touch me and I’ll drag you down The only way you can put this dog to sleep Is to wrap you hands around my neck Mirrors mocking me made real and here to stay The day to day is tiring I got to play The role of a human being with a soul When my face takes everything that feels real away As I cling to the side of the ship of life Left off the raft 'til last Guess i can let it slide If I didn't know better I'd guess i was already dead Reflections all in stitches Screaming out from inside my head She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds (Inside my head) She's battered but she isn't dead yet You can't kill me motherfucker, so tell me what's next I am alive I am alive She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds She's battered but she isn't dead yet You can't kill me, so tell me what's next She's tired but this dog can lick her wounds She's battered but she isn't dead yet You can't kill me, so tell me what's next The only way you can put me down Is to wrap your hands around my neck

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released October 28, 2022

All music written & recorded by Thotcrime
Additional vocals/writing: Aki McCullough (Track 5), Diana Gruber (Track 9), Carson Pace (Track 10), Katie Davies (Track 12)
Produced by Thotcrime
Mixed & mastered by Les Beaux Plastiques
Artwork by Yam Lynn

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